PLAYING!!!!!!! idiots

 

 

 

the delio with me and my pops                   5/27/05

 

about two years ago (realy three but he was in jail for a year, turnd himself in.) my father came back to my mom and me. i know why but my mom doesn't know the truth as much as i do.(i think alote about my life and stuff like that and try to find resons for stuff.)he had no were else to go. that day he treated me like a pricess then he moved in and it went all down hill. he started yelling at me for no reason. getting me in to trouble and other things like that. then i started to get tired of it and now i sidlikr him alot. if he thinks he can come in my lfe 11 years later and think hae can tell me what to do and yell at me and stuff like that he needs to think again. father or not he can't do that to me, he can't. and only if he knew how much he hurts me inside and what him lieing to me day after day has done. then when things are going on no one tells me shit. i had to easdrop to find out my fathers going to jail for his sixth time. in a row. it's like i am an outsider. the freak of the family. i only have my mother to thank. but how she takes his shit and bull crap. i can't take it anymore i just want to run away. but i won't cause i know if i go i won't come back and they won't be able to find me like my sister got found. and i know i will miss my mom and sisters alot. well now that you know half of my life story im gonna go. cause im pissed now. thanx--karina

 

 

i need you guys alote now!!!!!

 

i realy need you guys alot now. my friend died just a month ago on the 5th of May. her name was Eboni Johnson. she was just 13 years old and had just turned 13 April 10th of this year. she had high hopes of becoming a perfesional basketball player. she was gonna be in the WNBA. i miss her with all my heart and love her. and as i typ this teer drops run down my cheeks with pain and loss of a close frien. i have know eboni since first grade. and she ahs always been there for me. i write this cause i love her. and i hope to see her soon. i still don't understand why god took her and not a miserable soul like mine instead. no one diserves to die i know that but my death would have been better then her dieing. but then she would probably suffer as much as i am. but still why did she leeve me? CAN ANY ONE ANSWER ME?!?!?! im so angry inside and don't even know why. please help me now before i take my own life. i have tryd once what makes you think i won't try again. i know i need to hold on but i can't this pain is too great. please i beg of you all help me!!!!!!send me as much letters as you please i need them all. for i am very lonely. please please please!!!!!!! bye i love you all!!!! --karina 

 

 

hey!!!!

wat up guyz and galz!!!!!! i am looking 4 4 co- workers 2 help me with the site. the first 10 peolple to aim me or e-mail me to help with the site will be sked a feww guestions and who ever i think i can trust by what & how they answer the questions. there will be a new page on this and what you will be doing and helping me with!!!!!!! so e-mail me and quick or you just might not make it!!!!!!!!

--kari

 

 

 

 

my girlfriend rules!!!!!!!! read more at my blog...........

also comment, you guys are doing AN EXCELLENT JOB NOW ON COMMENTING JUST KEEP THEM COMMING SO I DONT HAVE TO GET BORED!!!!!!!

xoxoxoxoxo

karina

 

 

 

 

make sure you check out the new "poems and songs" area

were you can e-mail me a poem or something with your name or nick name. i will post them with your name uder it if you wrote it. but if it is a poem you did not make up and a writer wrote i will post it.

xoxoxoxoxo

karina

 

 

 

                                          November 16, 2005

Chelsea is going to be my new helper.....make sure you visite her blog!!!!!! Peace Out Hommies!!!! till next time

"The One and Only"

kari