"Today i cried" (i will be there)

by:karina                                "Poem"

Today I cried for so many reasons,

one of them was for you

Cause I remember you telling me not to do something,

which is something I not knowingly I always do

I think your just one of the million people that don’t understand me,

and I know you think of me the same way too

And no matter how hard I try to keep my head up, I always end up in the middle or just screwed

We’ve been through a lot of hard stuff for the little time that we’ve known each other,

trust me I’ve got the scares to prove

But still I hope you can forgive and forget,

because I still want a close friend ship with you

But I realize that as the autumn days go by and the winter days grow closer,

we’re, like leaves, falling further apart.

It has come to the point were you come to hug me and I back away like your some stranger

This fear that I’m feeling that makes me cry,

I just want this feeling to pass me by

But there’s no doubt in my heart that you’ll not be there for me as much as I’ll be there for you,

I still and always will have love for you and will always see you through

Even if I have to cross all seven seas I will be there

Even if I have to die a thousand deaths I will be there

Even if I have to get beaten to my flesh I will be there

No matter what happens,

I will love you

"What You Did To My Life" ( You Never Told Me)

By: karina                              "Song"

You never told me,

how bad it can hurt inside

You never told me,

that this pain would make me cry

You never told me,

that I would be living a lie...

Because of what you did to my life.

When people look at me,

just all they really see,

is a smile on my face

They cant see my pain,

cant see my suffering

I hold beneath the surface

Cant find the gate,

I built my own world to escape

And it hurts to know,

that you damaged me so,

and you don’t even care (not one bit)

Cant you see that im,

now broken inside,

I am confused from what is now

A broken soul,

a broken heart

Im the target,

you’re the dart

Piercing my innocense with anguish dire.

Raped of freedom,

raped of desire.

You threw my whole life in your pits of black fire